OMG!!!....

OH MY GOD!!!!!I cant believe the semester is almost over!!!! I cant believe I have had so many terrible days this semester!!!! I cant believe how much fun SWACURH was!!! I cant believe I did something major with out my parents knowing!!!! I cant believe I watched Star Wars for 15 hours.....

I am so glad this semester is almost over because it has been the most physically and emotionally draining semester I have ever had in college. The only class I am afraid of is Astronomy because the teacher makes the class really hard because she gives a lot of information but still has some info on the test that we didnt go over. Logic just adds math to the equation and Im lost. the other classes are fine.

Well, yes, I have had a whole lot of terrible days this semester. Not just in the class but outside the class as well. I dont know why this year has been the season of depression but as a friend recently told me, "If this is the worst time in my life, then I have it good." Its a good quote that I shall remember. These last couple of weeks have been the last of my bad days this semester hopefully. The only thing is that because of all these bad days, little things are beggining to get to me and I hate that because there is no reason for it. Oh well, I am definitely going to try and be the great person that I, my family, friends, and God know that I am.

SWACURH, which mean South West Affiliate of College and Universities for Residence Halls, WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I have never had so much joy for being involved in residence life. We traveled to Texas Tech for a conference/retreat for all of the Hall Associations in the southwest region. We did a WHOLE lot of cheers for UNT and yelled so much that I lost my voice the day we came back. There was a lot of bonding on this trip and I met some really cool people from other schools. I am so glad I went and I hope to go again.

I went camping for the 10th time in my life last weekend with a cool group of people and it was the first time i went camping without any Boy Scouts which was fun because it was just a fun trip with friends. The only Eagle Scouts there were ben and I, but I wasnt being much of a scout though since i didnt have some small camping equipment. Oh well, I still had a lot of fun. Its one of those times in my life i will never forget because i did it without my parents knowing.

just to reiterate, people are stupid and i hate stupid people, so i hate myself.....NO!!! of course not, just people who do stupid things, I cant stand, I mean c'mon, can you?.....

The 5th of November....

Remember, remember the 5th of November....I just survived a blackout at Clark and needless to say it was bittersweet. Yeah, we had no power what-so-ever, but it was fun to see everyone just hanging out in the dark and do just stuff. We should have T-shirts for this blackout because it lasted a little over an hour. Yeah, we had fun but people were still frantic. Also, we watched V for Vendetta since its the 5th of November. If you havent seen the movie then you should because its an awesome movie and also to understand why we watched it today.

Remember, remember the 5th of November the gunpowder treason and plot. i know of no reason why the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot....

Good Friends....

Throughout my life I have been blessed with awesome friends in my life, but they never last and i feel kind of bad about that. My first ever friend's name was John and he lived directly across the street from me and he was an awesome friend. He was like a brother to me. Unfortunately, he moved away when i was six and i havent seen or talk to him since. From then on, I hadnt had a really good friend since. Especially in middle school, i had no friends but i really didnt care because all of the people in middle school were either mean or just stuck-up. Basically, I hated middle school with every ounce of my being and to this day it still haunts me.

In high school, it was much better because people were a little bit more mature in those times. I do stress the "little" part. I did meet some people who eventually became really good friends to me. Abel, Garnett, Buzz, Chase, Sean, and Jennifer. There was one guy though that became a really good friend and his name ironically enough was Ryan. Ryan Zauber is like me in every way, literally. The only difference is that he is white. We still hang out and talk during the summer while we are both in college; its the same with Buzz.

My point is that I have found that most the time friendship are not everlasting which kind of devasting to me because i feel that every one should have a good friend and God has blessed me many times with that. Now in college I have a lot of people that I have really become friends with and once again its awesome. I guess you cant predict the future so i dont know how long friendship with the people i meet will last. Like i said i still keep in touch with my good friends ryan and buzz while also making friends with others while in college. I dont know what the future holds because I have learned that friends come and go and maybe come back, I just hope that the support, fun, and memories never die. Thanks God for blessing me with awesome friends throughout my life....

AWESOME!!!!

I am currently in the TV room watching the Star Wars marathon and we are on episode five: Empire Strikes Back. Like the Disney marathon, I have been going since 9am and I am damn proud of it. All six star wars movies plus the clone wars on a big projector screen and sound system. Its what i like to do. I cant until next semester when we do lord of the rings. YES!!!!!!!!